Well to start off, it seems winter has been a long one; cold, snowy and boring . Perhaps I have reached the age and the health to say I need a change. My biggest problem about that is I can't pack up my Doctor or support system with me when I go.
Although I am truly grateful to even be able to bitch about this, my cd-4 is doing well. I a still undetectable ( we will get back to that word). So I am very happy. My Hep-c is gone. I still have fatigue and the other fun side effects of my medications. Sex? What the hell is that? I probably haven't had it since before computers were all the rage. Who has time? I have to worry about what I am eating and drinking, make sure I am getting enough exercise and enough rest; then there's all the new medications and old medications. How can I meet someone who wants to be a part of that ?
Undetectable..........when I asked my Doctor what it means, she gave me a simple yet baffling answer: "Well it means if you went to the Dr and got a blood test they couldn't tell you had HIV" (!)
So I continue my quest for top health and trying to help others affected by this horrible disease. Bring on the warm weather and beaches! Blessed be
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