Feeling good, feeling bad

Well as the time passes since my treatment I have been focusing on eating better and getting more exercise when possible. When I was doing the treatments I felt horrible all the time......now I at least have some good days where I feel normal and am able to do things.  Don't get me wrong, this is all miraculous and I am grateful. I am just saying feeling good is important to all of us. My mind tells me I am not sick, but my body says differently. I take all my meds at night which is good for me because it takes at least 2 hours for the nausea to go away and this way I get to sleep while all that goes on.........and I wake up feeling semi well. I can do things for about 4 hours before I have no energy or pep.  Who knows?................ I am doing the rub on  testoterone 1%.  It is just giving me man boobs which isn't very attractive but who cares about being attractive since I am fighting to stay alive. Sorry fashinistas but those days are over ... Stay well.  Blessed be..