Spent my morning at the DR's . My shrink started the day off . My depression seems to be get ting larger than it was. 16 weeks to go but alot of other @#$% is going on in the background. I am having a hard time centering myself lately.
My PC Doctor was next, I love her. She's so awesome......all is well with the #'s, yet I still feel like crap- no energy, no appetite ( besides the cakes I eat......I mean the whole thing). So May is my release date . I am so going to embrace the summer this year!.
This may my last entry for a week or so Dell is pulling my laptop for a week to figure out why its possessed.
Blessed be ! ~S~
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Sean I know it's a ruff ride mentally and physically.The drugs play so many games with your mind that it's really hard to distinguish real from drug induced thoughts. I can't tell you how many times I argued with myself to not open my mouth at the moment that I started having feelings about anything. I knew that if I waited to react on situations that I would figure out if it was a drug induced episode or real. 9 times out of 10 what I was feeling was drug induced. If I reacted immediatly....I usually wound up feeling like an ass because what my mind told me and what was real where 2 different things.
It's twisted I know. but it's the ribaviron doing it to you.
While you're on tx try to walk away from any situation that has you ready to snap or cry. If it's real then that situation will still be there when you revisit it later.
Hang in there my friend. 16 weeks to go....you're doing awesome! You can do this!!!!
((Great Big Hugs))
Laurie
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