Seems like I have been here before , hoping I can take on the world . Feeling like I can one day and the next its , pain, fatigue and the reality I can't do the things everyone else can . I was looking forward to going to a small reunion to see some High school friends . I made the mistake of going out 2 nights before . The next day I couldn't do anything , everything hurt , I was in bed all day hoping and praying if I just get rest all day I can make it . I can do it . Well no matter my conviction my sick tierd body said no. I had to cancel . I suppose I should do nothing if I want to participate in New Years which marks my 46th year here and my 7th with this damned disease . So I say rest up maybe I will make it to midnight , Maybe I will make it another year . I certainly learned how to pace my self so may endulge in meeting friends and including myself in these get together . Blessed be all!
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