So I have been pondering this question for awhile now . Its the question I should have asked right away when I met my former partner. back then ( maybe 10 years ago) there was kind of a don't ask don't tell type attitude and my x (RIP) didn't want to tell me .
We met at a bar on my Birthday and it was hard and fast ( the relationship) . But of course me being the nosy bitch I was noticed the meds . So on our 3rd romp ( yes we used condoms) I asked him if he was positive , he looked down as if he was a child that had taken the forbidden cookie. He said yes ...oh I so wasn't ready for that I had feelings for him , I felt so comfortable with him . I said I see and we talked about it for a very long time , although my first instinct was to run, end it . But I had lost so many friends to it and taken care of so many of them , how could I discriminate that's not right .As a widow I am perplexed at the question..
Blessed Be
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